I guess if you’re too lazy or whatever to read my blog or it’s too “controversial” for you, I’m gonna put a little tiny summary of my life on here. Life has been pretty sweet lately. Fe and I had our first fight but whatevs. We got it straightened out. Or at least he thinks we did. He seems to think I’m gonna tell him whenever I get the urge to travel. Yeah, we’ll see how long that lasts. I want a lover, not a mother.
But he made up with me nicely, buying me some bling from Cartier and then a BMW K1300S. I look super hot on that bike.
He’s leaving to go back to Volterra for work stuff soon so I think I’m gonna head out to California to visit Mary and Wade and maybe hit up Disneyland. I don’t like staying by myself in Barcelona, so if anyone wants to visit, drop me a line!
Catch ya later biatches!
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Bethan
What a month…As if guard training isn’t tough enough on it’s own and having my first assignment to America, my stupid heart decides to fall in love . Great. Fantastic. Most women would be overjoyed. Me? Well nothing is ever straightforward is it. Firstly having my Sister Helene, a great companion to me who helped me overcome some of my homesickness during my first few weeks in Italy confessing her undying love for him. At this point it was quite innocent, nothing more than flirtation between him and I, until that day in his office. Just the two of us. Then the second complication, he is a Master. Thirdly, and yes there is more folks, he had a place in his heart for BOTH of us. Oh Marcus…. It seemed that the news of our “indiscression” travelled fairly quickly in Volterra, and beyond. Silly silly girl. As everyone else is falling in love (even getting married in secret like Reana and Santiago) I fell apart.
I was glad to go on assignment with Felix, Demetri and Renata just to get away from Volterra and his pull on me. Apparently as soon as I went away, he was missing me in the company of my Sister. Something she confessed to me. It seemed like he had made his choice. Whilst in America I busied myself with learning about the treaty that the vegetarian coven in Forks had drawn up with the Native American Indians nearby in LaPush. Renata as usual was the Mistress of diplomacy, taking me with her to talk to Carlisle their leader. The Masters were worried about the corrolation between the numbers of vampires in the area and the number of shape shifters. There was a recent addition to their coven resulting in a new shapeshifer. No blood was spilled, no harsh words, just diplomacy. It was all over very soon, and during the flight I decided to head to my flat in London, just so I could spend some time in the company of good friends, and to understand what was going on in my heart.
London was amazing as usual. I felt stronger and more confident in the company of my friends. We tracked down a very damaged tracker, a Kingston one of Scarlett’s old Coven. I immediately disliked him and the feeling was entirely reciprocated. Donna seems to like him though. God knows why. I decided that I would return to Italy, to Marcus and talk to him. If he wanted me to leave then I would. But I hoped to go back to his arms.
Things were…different when I returned home. It was thick around the guard that Marcus had been seen in Helene’s vineyard entering the house, and not leaving. I left for work on Tuesday hoping that this wasn’t so. I was called to his office after work. The air hung thick with their scent, mingled, entwined. It was obvious to me that they were fresh from bed. It took all my strength to muster an explanation and keep my temper. Obviously hurt and humiliated, this was a man I was willing to give myself to for the first time in almost a Century, and he had betrayed me with a Sister, who was closer to me than my friends had been. From somehwhere I received the strength to tell them both exactly how betrayed I felt. I can’t believe that they took all that they knew about me and betrayed me after 7 days of absence.
Now? I go through the motions. I don’t feel vindicated. I feel nothing. It will be a long time before another man comes near to my heart. I have taken to inflicting pain on mortals to take out some of my hurt. I have not seen either since that day. The question is where do we go from here?
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This morning in Volterra a few things went down with me. First off, yesterday I picked the cars out that I’m giving Corin for helping me out with getting to and from my place in Spain so I don’t have to waste 22 hours driving every week. So I let him know they were ready and he came over for awhile before I had to go on duty. I barely had the chance to say hi to the kid when the bank called me asking about some suspicious charges on my account to make sure it wasn’t stolen. Needless to say there were some very large purchase (not that I mind *too* much) and a purchase that simply angered me, a plane ticket. I was damn sure she had left me and called her to see what the hell was up. She went to Tokyo and it was to see a friend so I was in the clear there but we had our official first argument.
After that I showed Corin the cars and he joined in on picking on me for being late to duty the day before for the first time in 400 years and I gave him crap for not knowing what he was playing with under the car he was looking at. I brought up how he hadn’t been around much lately and it seemed things went downhill from there. He brought up my relationship with Thanh and how I shouldn’t let her change me. So I told him she wasn’t Mary, yeah I went there back up off me. I hurt him and when he popped me in for duty Reni was sure to give me the third degree. Truth is I’ve seen and taken part in a lot and I mean a lot of evil shit both mortal and immortal. To go through things like that you don’t exactly become a loving and caring person in the end, or emotional at all for that matter. I haven’t let my guard down in four centuries and until I met that girl I didn’t love shit. But I’m not completely heartless I probably care about Corin more than anyone besides Ren in that family. So now I have some apologizing to do which I completely suck at and hate doing. Stay tuned
