onlyleah
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01:30:17 am on June 10, 2009 |
Last week Charlie and I had our dinner together that we promised mom we would have, while she was gone. Jake and Embry were also able to come, so that helped for awhile until they both had to leave. Then I was alone with Charlie. It was rocky at first, but we got to talk and…Charlie isn’t such a bad guy after all.
Mom got home yesterday from Utah. It is so nice to see her again. She has been gone for so long. I forgot how many things she has missed. We spent most of the night catching up. When she was ready to go to bed, I decided to go to Paul and Nadia’s surprise Birthday party at the beach. It was a good time, it is always nice to see the pack together. After the party was dwindling down, I thought Embry and I should take a walk, and leave Paul and Rachel for some alone time.
There has been something on my mind for awhile and I had to let Embry know I what I was thinking. It is clear that I am falling for him, but I am so nervous of what the future holds for us. I am scared to dive into a relationship that might ultimately end with one of us getting hurt. Yet…In the end it comes down to “Am I happy now?” The answer without question is “Yes.”
